If I die, I die. Esther 4:16
They sound a bit grim, don’t they, these words of Esther?
They remind me of a song from my childhood days, way back
in the 1950s: Que sera sera, whatever will be will be… They suggest
fatalism, a hopeless shrugging of the shoulders in the face of the future.
What has brought Esther to this sorry state? Piecing
together the history involves various complex questions, but a likely scenario
is this. It is nearly 500 years before Jesus, and the people of Israel are
under the rule of the Persian empire and their king, Xerxes. The action of the
story takes place in the royal citadel of Susa, where many Jews live. Among
these is a man called Mordecai, who has been responsible for bringing up his
young cousin Esther, or Hadassah, who was orphaned in childhood.
King Xerxes falls out with his wife Vashti, who refuses to
obey him and allow herself to be put on display as a trophy wife. He divorces
her and decides to find a new queen to take her place, so a search is started
to find a suitable young woman; and Esther is chosen. It is not generally known
that she is a Jew.
Enter Haman, an official of the royal court – who has a
deep-seated hatred of the Jews. He uses the influence he has with the king to urge
him to pass a decree that all the Jews in the empire should be killed. Xerxes
foolishly agrees, with the result that “there was great mourning among the Jews,
with fasting, weeping and wailing…” (4:3). Esther realises that, queen or not,
her position will be pretty precarious once her Jewishness becomes known. But
what can she do?
This is the point at which the wise Mordecai comes up with
an answer: she must approach the king and plead with him on behalf of her people.
Only one problem, says Esther: anyone approaching the king without express
permission is liable to be put to death – once again, queen or no queen. Fair
enough: but Mordecai tells Esther that there is nothing for it but to take that
risk. After all, as a Jew she is liable to be put to death anyway. Esther sees
the sense of this; so after urging Mordecai and all the Jews in Susa to fast
and pray (let’s not overlook that), she agrees with his plan. And so… “if I
die, I die…”
If you don’t know how the story unfolds, just take a few
minutes to read the remaining chapters, 5 to 10.
The great lesson from the book of Esther for us today - in
fact, for all God’s people down through time – is summed up in the word providence.
This, in essence, means the way in which God works his purposes out, both
in history and in people’s personal lives, in ways that are often hidden from
us. We may, at the time, put it down to coincidence or luck. But looking back
later we realise that there is a pattern and a purpose in what has happened
and, by faith, we see what we may call “the hand of God” at work.
Mordecai obviously knew something of the providence of God.
When he and Esther become aware of how desperate their situation is he puts it
to her: “who knows but that you have come to your royal position for such a
time as this?” (4:14). As if to say, “Look, Esther, you remember how amazed
we all were when, you, an unknown Jewish girl, were chosen to be Xerxes’ new
queen. Well, suddenly it seems as if there might be some divine purpose in that
of which we couldn’t then so much as dream! Perhaps God himself has brought this
about, and intends to give you a big place in the working out of his will”.
God’s providence doesn’t only work in big world events. It
works too in the lives of the “little people”, like most of us, who simply seek
to walk with God day by day. The classic Bible text for this is Romans 8:28: “we
know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him…” –
where “all things” really means all things! Clinging to that conviction
even in the hard times, when events in our lives seem chaotic, is a severe test
of faith. May our faith not fail us! Remember Job!
It's worth noticing one particular peculiarity in the book
of Esther – the word “God” never appears. How strange is that in such a
God-filled book as the Bible!
What’s the significance of it? Simply this: While God is
certainly at work for the good of his people, he nowhere makes himself known
(as far, that is, as we are told). There seems to be no prophetic voice raised,
no miracles performed, no charismatic leader to rally and inspire the people.
The fact seems to be that events unfold in entirely “natural” ways with just
one very brave man and one very brave woman at the heart of it all. The faith
they have inherited from their ancestors seems to be so deeply rooted in their
hearts that they simply assume that God is there, though unseen, and can be
trusted. It’s in their very DNA. And, of course, that faith is ultimately
vindicated.
This can be true also for us. We believe in our loving God
– of course we do. But there are times when it is hard. We pray earnestly, even
desperately, perhaps even despairingly. We live with heartache, deep down quite
disappointed with God. But ultimately (an important word, that!) God chooses to
show his hand, and we see things in a completely new light…
Oh, so he was there all the time! Thanks be to God!
Loving Father, give me the faith of Mordecai
and the obedience of Esther, especially during hard and even desperate times -
if not immediately, then to see the unfolding of your hidden purposes as time
goes by. Amen.
Lord of the world, as we reflect on the story
of Esther, we cannot help but think of the current grave situation in the middle east.
We pray for your intervention in the conflict between modern Israel and the
Palestinian people, asking that wise and peace-making voices will be heard on
both sides and will soon prevail. Have mercy, Lord! Amen.
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